Posted on 26th April 202017th July 2020 by Yeshan YangAnxiety This work is because I was isolated at home until now. I learned from different sources that the best way to ensure my safety is to stay at home . But during this time my mind has been struggling, because after isolating myself, I fully feel the pain of losing my freedom and it changed my way of life. But I know that there are risks when I go out, and even after going out, I may worry about whether I will get sick. So in the end this door became the point where I struggled. I wanted to materialize this struggle, so I chose to tie the knife to the door handle. If I don’t go out, I won’t get hurt, but if I want to go out, there is a danger of being cut.